crying heart
is anybody could understand ??
is anybody care ??
NO ONE ..
i'm here hiding .. somewhere that i couldn't seen by anybody
i always faking smile and act nothing happen (: yeah.
it is easier than i explain what happen to me.
everyone are laughing,have fun and have forget me .. uhm,not at all.
some of them remember me ^^" but when they need my help ..
one of them ..... still i can't understand,the words that she said is so hurt me
she don't know my feeling but how could she said such a rubbish !
she even never hear my story when i'm talking .. she didn't listening !
all that she knows that just tell her stories ,and ask me for an opinian
but when i want her to listen,she doesn't do it -.- such a trouble
so well i never tell her my story anymore ,and all she knows just I AM OKAY
hahaha ! im laughing .. and crying !
that's why i don't believe on FRIENDSHIP !!!
i found this poems ::
some of the words are sooo true (: *i don't own this*
some of the words are sooo true (: *i don't own this*
| How Could You? |
| by Unseen Exposure |
| How could you turn your back on me when I screamed your name so loud? How could you let me fall away from you, did you get too proud? How could you watch as I died a gruesome death and broke apart? How could you walk away from me, or were you never really there to start? How could you be so cruel to me when all I ever tried to do was fit in? How could you be so hypocritical when I spoke my secrets from deep within? How could you have said those things and pretended that they were true? How could you have meant them all-I don't understand what you're trying to do. How could you pull the floor from beneath me when I just learned to stand? Please, could you just explain this to me, Because I don't understand.. How could you play this game of pretend and play the part of a friend? How could you be so thoughtless, how could you want this all to end? How could you look me in the eye and say the cruelest of words? How could you say you listened to me when you never really heard? How could you stick this knife in my chest, then twist it where you wanted it to go? Please answer me all these questions, I really need to know How could you have done things things and live with no regret? How could you not remember what you said, how could you forget? How could you say you'd do it, and then never really follow through But really, I just have one question to ask ... I just want to know, How could you?? |